"You look prettier with smile". I heard people told that, I read this sentence somewhere and perhaps I said it sometime. However I hadn’t seen a true beautiful smile until once I worked in Pediatric Hospital.
That was the first terms I spent in hospitals and was not convenient to see some hard things there. Frequently we stepped around to take an over view of a department. At first day I went along the passageway, dropping look into the wards. The patients were children. Almost of them looked lovely even they’re ill. They made a mixed noise of crying, shouting, playing, laughing, and sleeping… It’s like the sound of water in boiling or raining. Incredibly, I didn’t feel tired with this noise at all, but a little comfort.

It might be a little shock when I went by the intensive care hall and saw a boy with a bright face. It’s due to the shape of his body. That creature looked like a compasses was wrung out of its axis. He’s lying on bed, 14 years old but all he could do is lying. It’s something too cruel from something named War. Keeping stepping I was not brave enough to enter the ward. I don’t know detail of Dioxin neither what War was. All I got is an obsession from a imagine of a victim. He’s not on TV or Internet or a pic, he’s close to me some stepped distant…

The next day, we went in the ward to get a Care plan. I wondered why he had such a nice face when his body suffered something called genetic defeats from toxic chemicals. I could see him longer but with a heavy mood. That boy was more special than I had thought. He looked at us while his mother’s answering our questions. I found some joy in his black eyes as through if he could speak he would have shared them with us. Surprisingly, he smiled when the mother said: "Smile… smile to them, son." And all of us smiled too. His smile took my bad mood away… That’s the brightest smile I’ve met, it showed me how charming we are with smile…

Thank you… thanks you, boy!

I’d never guessed that a day I would work in hospitals. Nurse is not my interesting job. I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, but with 2 years of studying Nursing Program I had met some people who gave me lessons of life.